Being in love is wonderful thing. The way it makes you feel. The way you start seeing the world. How everything around you starts to look so much more beautiful. And all because of one person.
But what if that one person changes you. They change the way you think. The way you do. The way you take in your surroundings. And not in a positive way. Sometimes you feel trapped, because you’re not allowed to be yourself. But then there are these amazing moments where it’s just the two of you and you can be your crazy self, without judgement. The good moments make you forget the bad moments. Even when those bad times start to happen more and more often. You still love that person with all your heart and it hurts inside just thinking about losing them. You stop thinking about what you want and what you are. You start losing yourself. And all because of one person.
Yes, love can be a wonderful thing, but it can also hurt you like nothing else can. Especially when you know a person is not right for you, but they keep pulling you in. You can see yourself spending the rest of your life with them, but at the same time you can’t. Is it worth it? Is losing yourself worth it, if that means you can keep the other person? I’m not sure yet. But it amazes me how people let that happen to them. And all because of one person.