I think I overthink too much. I rarely speak without thinking first and sometimes I think so much about it, that I don’t speak at all. And than every now and again I say something stupid and I get told off.
Is it so strange that in that moment I never want to speak again? Is it so weird that I’d rather be alone? I am too quiet, but when I talk too much I am too loud. Or I say too many stupid things. It is like I am always doing something wrong.
And that is what’s wrong with this world. Whether you do something or you don’t, the decision you make is always the wrong one. Or at least that’s what they tell you. That is also what I hate about life. That no matter what I do, it is never good enough.